What happened during my summer?

Well, it feels like i havnt posted in years but in fact just few months haha.
I mean its not like i dont want to...but im just so lazy...and maybe kinda busy here and there.
Over the summer- lets see hmmm, I learned about VOCALOID late june and i started to love it so much i kinda thought anime was overrated. and well, i sang 2 failed dub songs and posted it on youtube if anyone wanted to listen to it haha.
I wish i could mix and do a better job and cover up my failness but in truth i cant :(
Heres the link to both of them lol:




VEGAS!
Oh right, i went to vegas for a WFG convention thingy. Talked about a lot of things, but it did make me think. I want money. I want to get my tablet, but everyone supports me saving my money rather than wasting...its not wasting...its like, my future...=/
but i know what their saying...its almost a thousand bucks. I have the money, but i also want to go to japan.
MAAAANY things went on in vegas. OMG, first drama, pissers, and then silence.
Well, i was happy i rode in the rented car with my sister and her bf. I got the whole back seat to myself. I didnt eat anything all morning for 9 hours so i wont use the bathroom and it worked! ahahahaha! I dont get along with toilets =__=
I did that on the way back too.
But yea, it was HOT and HUMID in vegas during our stay there. We brought 6 gallons of water and it was gone by the time we got back.
2 of my sisters went clubbing, along with 3 other ppl and one of my sisters came back with her friend. she was absolutely DRUNK. She was hella wasted and i wonder how she even walked with those 4 inch heals all the way back without falling...i guess her friends just strong to support her =.='
Well anyways, it was all pretty funny, cause her co-worker came back with my other sister and her bf and told us that they got ina fight. Some guy started gettin himself all over my sisters co-worker and he wouldnt leave her after she told him to leave her alone many times, so my other sister who was there with her bf helped her out and the strange guy was talkin shit to my sister and her bf came and beat the guy. Heard he started fighting like a girl like how a cosplayer would do the cat figure scratching his opponent. Well, lol that image was fail haha.
So yea, that was that. After things were a little more settled, me and my sisters co-worker phone cam'ed my sisters drunkness. Yes she was still drunk the whole time. It was pretty funny, asking questions and hearing these stupid answers. She said she was concious but her body was drunk. somethin like that. So she supposedly remembered everything she said and answered that night. She said she wasnt going to drink anymore but she still did so soon after we came back to out hometown. Well, never take a drunks words.

And then the next day!
CLUBBING AT TAO!
My first clubbing! In vegas too! LOL omg we went to "TAO", an asian clubbing place, looked nice and stuff, but omg the line was so freakin long...
so we were debating weather to go in or not because we didnt know if it was worth the wait. So my sisters co-worker, hooked up with this group of 5 guys, where we had 6 girls. omg i didnt want to mingle with them. I mean...HOW CAN THEY BE SHORTER THAN ME!
Yes they were asian guys. But since only 3 ppl knew what was going on, i only heard that we were going in free. so i thought we would get in free if we got 10+ ppl. But of course i was wrong. The guys were paying for the girls because they didnt want to wait in line. The catch was, if you had 10+ ppl, you dont have to wait in line, theres another line that supposedly went faster. But oh well haha, i got in free. Thing was $20 to get in!
idk how much clubs usually were, but we WERE going to pay for it but only 3 girls paid for theirs because of complications.
Well, in the end, my sister, who AGAIN became drunk was being stalked by some guy. So her co-worker and my other sister who was there told the security guard and helped them out. Man, this drunk girl got guys all over her for some reason...
Even at the dance LOOOL. She was hella drunk to the point she didnt know there was a guy behind her dancing "with" her(though i only saw him dancing by himself behind her) ahahahaha.
idk, then i saw him say something to her and later i heard from her friend that he asked "you want to go?" and all this drunk girl could say was "HUH?! WHAT?!" and it became silent again lol. poor guy picked the wrong girl to dance with. ahaha

BELLAGIO
Well, clubbing days were over, vacations almost over. We went to the bellagio and everything in this hot and humid weather. Even during the night its hot AND humid. Nothing changes.
It was beautiful =]
I watched the water dance to "My Heart Will Go On" and many others when the dark skies hit. But i was only there to watch about 3 shows. We only needed to wait about 5 mins before the next one came on. I believe it was every 15 on the clock it starts.

STUPID SCHOOL BEGINS
I did absolutely nothing when i came back from vegas. Well, i dont remember. But school has started and everything absolutely sucks.
I want to sing more songs, draw more, and tune up on my skills, but i feel that i have not improved because i have not been trying my best. August has been the worst month so far for me.
My schedule has to change because my stupid illustration teacher dropped me on the first day because i didnt show up because i had a fuckin STOMACH ACHE. Well FUCK YOU STUPID TEACHER! She told me she had 30 students and 15 ppl adding, she cant accept anymore, well WHAT DO YOU KNOW! YOU PROB SHOULDNT HAVE KICKED OFF THE PPL ON YOUR LIST IN THE FIRST PLACE FUCKER!
I was so pissed the whole day because the other class i had for backup to sign up for was also full, so i had to stick to the morning class i already registered for. I didnt want it, but i had to have 12 units.
When that stupid teacher pissed me off, even though she was trying to "talk nicely" i rolled my eyes at her and walked out of the room like w/e.
I had many teachers before and no one has dropped on the first day like her. What a bitch. I was gonna flick her in front of her classroom too, but i didnt -_-
My friend who was taking that class said she was trying TOO hard to be "funny". Well she looked more like an ugly ass old hag who shouldnt be trying to nice when shes such a bitch on the inside.
-Writes a bad review on her-
Heh, i dont give a fuck.

INTERNSHIP DISAPPOINTMENT
Well, to make things worse, the internship i wanted with viz was finally open and i cant take it! I dont have enough hours that allow me to work there because it will take me practically 2 hours to get there from my school!
Ugh, they didnt accept me before because my school didnt take credit for it, fuckin bullshit school...i asked everywhere and no one knows SHIT.
So now i have to wait for this opportunity next year...

How im feeling?
Well, lately i been feeling that i dont care what happens to me or this world. Where if the apocalypse was actually true, i'd be surprised but i prob wouldnt care what would happen to this world, as long as im not there to exp it.
Buuuut, its supposed to be in 2 years, so i wanted to spend all my money as i want. BECAUSE i havnt experienced anything new, i might as well waste this life away. But another me tells me to hang on.
So im just frustrated because im smack in the middle. My lifes going nowhere, i feel like the world should end already, because nothing good comes to life. Man, im such a depressing person lol.
But, I still do want to create my own manga. That at least is what i remember i want to do. My very own goal...