Sunday, August 2, 2009

Setting Up

Well, i've finally found the right blog site to set up blogging.
Though i dont blog, I kinda just wanna set it up cause im just really bored this summer.
Nothing to do. All ive been doing is eat, sleep, read manga, draw, and watch animes!
How fun...
Well, my friends birthday is coming up, and i think i might give her a late present... well, cause im poor. Also i havnt really prepared anything either. I was thinking...a drawing. But i think it might make me look cheap. Plus the fact she might not like it. Sigh...
Maybe im just thinking too much. But thats all the choice i've got. Either a drawing or maybe a cake, but of course!, borrowed money again from my sister or dad.
I cant even find a job. How pathetic is that. I feel very...like a sore loser lol.
Well anyways, ever since my new step siblings came living under the same roof, things have been feeling odd. Since they cant speak english and i cant speak my language properly, its almost difficult to communicate. Yes yes, me and my broken khmer-english. Im kinda angry with my 'step-little-brother' because he seems more spoiled than the girl since they were supposedly 'rich' from our home country.
Thats not the reason for my anger. Since they dont know english, we've got them english books and tapes and he doesnt seem to study. From time to time i see his older sister studying but when his sister tells him he should study, he would always say 'later' in khmer. They HAVE to study because they have a placement testing into Highschool this upcoming wednesday. But because i've been so angry and frustrated/irritated with the guy, i dont even care if he fails anymore. This is AMERICA! it isnt easy to get a job, communicate, make friends, or even do easy things without learning how speak english first!
My sister said to let them get used to the place first but all they did in the first week was: watch korean dramas, play games, and sleep a lot. Of course we tried to teach them everytime we could get(when my sister comes back from work because she knows how to explain and speak to them more properly in our language then me).
So, now i just need to get used to them and they gotta get used to us. Hes so shy and quiet that when we come to the living room he would go away and follow his sister to the kitchen when all hes doing is whispering her stuff while shes doing SOMETHING. Hes 14 but hes almost as tall as me prob 5"5/5"6 i believe. Im about 5"6/5"7.
Well, i guess i can complain some more next time haha. I always complain to my sister whose in japan right now but this is also a way to relieve my temper.